I am struggling with a system I don’t completely understand.
Running a sequence of tests.
Suddenly! Struck by an expression which is exactly what I wanted. An image of my deepest hopes, long longed for but never fully expressed. A glorious flash of perfection.
But I realize that the problem still exists. The perfection is fatally flawed. In fact, the flaw is now dreadfully obvious, and what I love in the system will be destroyed when the flaw is addressed.
I fix the flaw, and the system is mundane again.
I am struggling with a problem I don’t completely understand.