I’m not saying that I lost them. Lord knows that I knew where they were. I don’t know why they never came out, their voices just died away and that’s the last I heard of them. People don’t fade do they? If you try to get away from them, do they just become fainter and fainter, until you can’t find them again? Like a dream that was real, but melted with waking, leaving a damp spot on your mind. What if it was the other way around? Did I fade instead? Maybe around the corner and up the stairs is the old life, where people still know me. Why is the world become so empty? Can God lose track of someone? Maybe it’s just getting closer to death. That’s all, death seperates everyone, because everyone dies alone. Is everyone alone here? Anyone?
Anyone at all?
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This post is an attempt to capture a particular emotion I felt a few days ago. Everyone should be alone with God every once in a while.
This comment is for Joanna’s post on heartbreak. I couldn’t post on her site. Thanks guys.
Proverbs 20:30- Blows that hurt cleanse away evil, as do stripes the inner depths of the heart. I’ve found, when I get my heart stepped on, it makes me realize that I had my heart set on something on this earth. It’s only when I’m willing to give something up that I can truly seek it’s good instead of being self-seeking with it.